It's almost 2012, and this whole "New Year" thing has me really thinking. I makes me think about everything that has happened to me this year, and everything I would like to happen in my future. So, after reflecting upon 2011, I realize that this whole year has been a learning experience, from school to friends to mistakes to life. I also realized who I am and what I want to make my future into.
This year, I went from being a little kid to a young adult very fast. I never really knew how immature I was, but my eyes have been opened, and there is still lots more growing to do on my part. I lost too many friends, including one to an untimely death. I made new friends whom I love and who love me, and they stay by me and keep me going when the going gets rough. I've fallen apart and had to pull myself back together, and I've watched people fall apart and helped them back up. I've made huge mistakes, and I'm still rebounding from them. I've been used, abused, and mistreated. However, I've also used, abused, and mistreated people. I've succumbed to my own demons, but I've also been hit with huge moments of inspiration. Overall, I've seen so much this year that many people take decades to learn and analyze.
Now it's my time to act.
Within the next year, or however long I've got left, I want to:
-Lose 15 more pounds
-Audition for American Idol (and get on the show)
-Learn how to read piano music
-Write at least 20 songs
-Fix my mistakes
-Get over my laziness and procrastination issues
-Learn how to love
-Take more risks with confidence
-BECOME UNDENIABLE
So, here's to the New Year.
I hope yours is great, and I plan to make the best of mine.
Cheers. (:D)
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