So, I'm sick again. Yay! No. Not cool. I've only got a really bad head cold, but now people think I have the stomach flu. This morning, I took some vitamins and cold medicine, but forgot to eat some breakfast with it. I got to school and ended up puking in the library. Pink Alka-Seltzer tastes and looks even worse when it comes back up. Yu-huh-huh-mie. (<--Read phoenetically)
Even though I embarrassed myself throughly, I still had a pretty good day. I got to go home early and sleep for four hours. Then, I watched some good movies for a while. After that, I went with my mom to pick up my brother from wrestling practice and ended up making out with a cute guy, so all's well that ends well. Very, very well.
I know what you might be thinking. "Oh, you're such a slut. What happened to that other boy?" Well, me and the other boy are still working stuff out. And just because I like to get some even if I like someone else (that I'm not dating yet, but will soon) does not make me a whore. I just so happen to have already been FWB with this one kid, and the one from before, well, it's getting complicated... Easy to work out, but still complicated.
Well, I'm tired as hell, so Imma go to bed.
Au Revoir!
(:D)
January 24, 2012
January 2, 2012
I Love This Feeling...
This is so retarded. I get butterflies when he texts me. I wanna melt when I hear his voice. I wanna jump on him, hug him, and kiss him when I see him. This whole thing is soooo not fair.
Okay, so, about a year ago, I met this kid. He was super shy and sweet. He was also super cute. I usually leave quiet people alone, but something about him made me want to get to know him. So, I set out to get him talking. My first tactic was to try and get him in normal conversation, but that was a dead end. Then, I decided to try annoying the hell out of him in order to get a response, but that just sent him deeper into his hole. After two months of trying to get this kid to talk and be friends with him, I left him alone for three weeks. In the fourth week, I apologized for being rude and annoying. I confessed to him that I thought he was cute, and I just wanted to be friends with him because he looked really chill. He laughed and we got to talking.
As it turns out, his voice is super sexy and he is now my best friend, and likely my soulmate. This kid is frickin' amazing. We are so much alike that it's crazy.
Even our favorite quotes are the same: "Girls fall in love with what they hear. Boys fall in love with what they see. That's why girls where make-up and boys lie." -Wiz Khalifa
I'm so in love that I can't concentrate on anything else. We've been talking 24/7 over Winter Break, and when my mom took the phone to work with her today, I swear I was having withdrawals because I wasn't able to talk to him.
I can't tell where exactly we are with each other anymore. We are right in between FWB and actually dating, but I don't know which way it's gonna go. Hopefully, towards the dating side. I'll keep ya posted.
Ciao. (;D)
Okay, so, about a year ago, I met this kid. He was super shy and sweet. He was also super cute. I usually leave quiet people alone, but something about him made me want to get to know him. So, I set out to get him talking. My first tactic was to try and get him in normal conversation, but that was a dead end. Then, I decided to try annoying the hell out of him in order to get a response, but that just sent him deeper into his hole. After two months of trying to get this kid to talk and be friends with him, I left him alone for three weeks. In the fourth week, I apologized for being rude and annoying. I confessed to him that I thought he was cute, and I just wanted to be friends with him because he looked really chill. He laughed and we got to talking.
As it turns out, his voice is super sexy and he is now my best friend, and likely my soulmate. This kid is frickin' amazing. We are so much alike that it's crazy.
Even our favorite quotes are the same: "Girls fall in love with what they hear. Boys fall in love with what they see. That's why girls where make-up and boys lie." -Wiz Khalifa
I'm so in love that I can't concentrate on anything else. We've been talking 24/7 over Winter Break, and when my mom took the phone to work with her today, I swear I was having withdrawals because I wasn't able to talk to him.
I can't tell where exactly we are with each other anymore. We are right in between FWB and actually dating, but I don't know which way it's gonna go. Hopefully, towards the dating side. I'll keep ya posted.
Ciao. (;D)
December 30, 2011
News Year's Resolutions, Anyone?
It's almost 2012, and this whole "New Year" thing has me really thinking. I makes me think about everything that has happened to me this year, and everything I would like to happen in my future. So, after reflecting upon 2011, I realize that this whole year has been a learning experience, from school to friends to mistakes to life. I also realized who I am and what I want to make my future into.
This year, I went from being a little kid to a young adult very fast. I never really knew how immature I was, but my eyes have been opened, and there is still lots more growing to do on my part. I lost too many friends, including one to an untimely death. I made new friends whom I love and who love me, and they stay by me and keep me going when the going gets rough. I've fallen apart and had to pull myself back together, and I've watched people fall apart and helped them back up. I've made huge mistakes, and I'm still rebounding from them. I've been used, abused, and mistreated. However, I've also used, abused, and mistreated people. I've succumbed to my own demons, but I've also been hit with huge moments of inspiration. Overall, I've seen so much this year that many people take decades to learn and analyze.
Now it's my time to act.
Within the next year, or however long I've got left, I want to:
-Lose 15 more pounds
-Audition for American Idol (and get on the show)
-Learn how to read piano music
-Write at least 20 songs
-Fix my mistakes
-Get over my laziness and procrastination issues
-Learn how to love
-Take more risks with confidence
-BECOME UNDENIABLE
So, here's to the New Year.
I hope yours is great, and I plan to make the best of mine.
Cheers. (:D)
This year, I went from being a little kid to a young adult very fast. I never really knew how immature I was, but my eyes have been opened, and there is still lots more growing to do on my part. I lost too many friends, including one to an untimely death. I made new friends whom I love and who love me, and they stay by me and keep me going when the going gets rough. I've fallen apart and had to pull myself back together, and I've watched people fall apart and helped them back up. I've made huge mistakes, and I'm still rebounding from them. I've been used, abused, and mistreated. However, I've also used, abused, and mistreated people. I've succumbed to my own demons, but I've also been hit with huge moments of inspiration. Overall, I've seen so much this year that many people take decades to learn and analyze.
Now it's my time to act.
Within the next year, or however long I've got left, I want to:
-Lose 15 more pounds
-Audition for American Idol (and get on the show)
-Learn how to read piano music
-Write at least 20 songs
-Fix my mistakes
-Get over my laziness and procrastination issues
-Learn how to love
-Take more risks with confidence
-BECOME UNDENIABLE
So, here's to the New Year.
I hope yours is great, and I plan to make the best of mine.
Cheers. (:D)
December 28, 2011
Is This Zombie Movie Supposed to Make Me Feel Better?
Alright, so, I'm sitting here, sick as a dog. My eyes are swollen, my neck is swollen, my throat feels like I swallowed broken glass, and my whole body hurts like someone beat the crap outta me while I was sleeping. I'm a huge fan of horror movies, so my sister puts on a zombie movie to cheer me up. It's not a very good one; it's a cheesy one with stupid special effects and a zombie apocalypse. Over all, it kinda sucks. My little sister is scared out of her mind, but I'm sitting here feeling even worse. These people in this movie are walking around weilding sledgehammers, chainsaws, and samurai swords. Every two minutes, there's a brand new wave of zombies in a place they thought was abandoned, and then one of them is always picked off. By the end of the fight, nobody has blood on them, whatsoever. Not to mention there are stupid love stories and mini-soap-operas going on that just make the movie even better.
I guess you could say that today just sucks. But, I've still got a good attitude and a smile on my face...kinda. I'm not trying to sound all teen girly and whatnot, but I've got someone keeping me going today. When my mom gets home from work with the cell phone that we share (lame...), I get to text my best friend. He's great. He's like my missing other half. I love the kid to death. So, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. But can this day go any slower? No. I don't think so. Here's to four more miserable hours. Sorry my first post is such a bummer.
I guess you could say that today just sucks. But, I've still got a good attitude and a smile on my face...kinda. I'm not trying to sound all teen girly and whatnot, but I've got someone keeping me going today. When my mom gets home from work with the cell phone that we share (lame...), I get to text my best friend. He's great. He's like my missing other half. I love the kid to death. So, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. But can this day go any slower? No. I don't think so. Here's to four more miserable hours. Sorry my first post is such a bummer.
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