News Year's Resolutions, Anyone?

It's almost 2012, and this whole "New Year" thing has me really thinking. I makes me think about everything that has happened to me this year, and everything I would like to happen in my future. So, after reflecting upon 2011, I realize that this whole year has been a learning experience, from school to friends to mistakes to life. I also realized who I am and what I want to make my future into.

This year, I went from being a little kid to a young adult very fast. I never really knew how immature I was, but my eyes have been opened, and there is still lots more growing to do on my part. I lost too many friends, including one to an untimely death. I made new friends whom I love and who love me, and they stay by me and keep me going when the going gets rough. I've fallen apart and had to pull myself back together, and I've watched people fall apart and helped them back up. I've made huge mistakes, and I'm still rebounding from them. I've been used, abused, and mistreated. However, I've also used, abused, and mistreated people. I've succumbed to my own demons, but I've also been hit with huge moments of inspiration. Overall, I've seen so much this year that many people take decades to learn and analyze.

Now it's my time to act.

Within the next year, or however long I've got left, I want to:
-Lose 15 more pounds
-Audition for American Idol (and get on the show)
-Learn how to read piano music
-Write at least 20 songs
-Fix my mistakes
-Get over my laziness and procrastination issues
-Learn how to love
-Take more risks with confidence
-BECOME UNDENIABLE

So, here's to the New Year.
I hope yours is great, and I plan to make the best of mine.
Cheers. (:D)

Is This Zombie Movie Supposed to Make Me Feel Better?

Alright, so, I'm sitting here, sick as a dog. My eyes are swollen, my neck is swollen, my throat feels like I swallowed broken glass, and my whole body hurts like someone beat the crap outta me while I was sleeping. I'm a huge fan of horror movies, so my sister puts on a zombie movie to cheer me up. It's not a very good one; it's a cheesy one with stupid special effects and a zombie apocalypse. Over all, it kinda sucks. My little sister is scared out of her mind, but I'm sitting here feeling even worse. These people in this movie are walking around weilding sledgehammers, chainsaws, and samurai swords. Every two minutes, there's a brand new wave of zombies in a place they thought was abandoned, and then one of them is always picked off. By the end of the fight, nobody has blood on them, whatsoever. Not to mention there are stupid love stories and mini-soap-operas going on that just make the movie even better.
I guess you could say that today just sucks. But, I've still got a good attitude and a smile on my face...kinda. I'm not trying to sound all teen girly and whatnot, but I've got someone keeping me going today. When my mom gets home from work with the cell phone that we share (lame...), I get to text my best friend. He's great. He's like my missing other half. I love the kid to death. So, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. But can this day go any slower? No. I don't think so. Here's to four more miserable hours. Sorry my first post is such a bummer.